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Jul. 9th, 2013 03:17 pm So...it's not totally irrational of me to be a little leery of starting another project, given my track record of starting things and giving up, right?
Every time I come across something that sounds fun, it's clouded by my thoughts of "Yeah...but in 3 days I will have lost interest." I kept with the cookbook so long because there was hope that it would come to fruition. A light at the end of the tunnel. But things that I start, that I don't know if I'll like or if they'll work out or if I'll be any good at them, I give them up quick. If there's no quick reward or a big enough reward to keep me going, I can't hang in there. Even with the cookbook, I haven't updated the facebook page in weeks or held a give away contest or anything in a long time. To be honest I haven't gotten a single recipe in the e mail (and as I typed this, I checked the e mail just to be sure, LOL). I think people won't give a shit until one of the nkotb signs on and I'm not sure if that's happening.
My husband thinks I should do a podcast. I entertained the thought of doing a "parenting with depression" spin on it. My husband says he'll help me and I'm thinking, help me like he said he would with the weight loss? He loves to throw ideas at me and then run away to watch it explode. I don't really understand that-I think it's because then he can say "Don't say I never tried to help you" when actually he didn't do anything but throw me a bone and leave me to play with it by myself.
Every time I come across something that sounds fun, it's clouded by my thoughts of "Yeah...but in 3 days I will have lost interest." I kept with the cookbook so long because there was hope that it would come to fruition. A light at the end of the tunnel. But things that I start, that I don't know if I'll like or if they'll work out or if I'll be any good at them, I give them up quick. If there's no quick reward or a big enough reward to keep me going, I can't hang in there. Even with the cookbook, I haven't updated the facebook page in weeks or held a give away contest or anything in a long time. To be honest I haven't gotten a single recipe in the e mail (and as I typed this, I checked the e mail just to be sure, LOL). I think people won't give a shit until one of the nkotb signs on and I'm not sure if that's happening.
My husband thinks I should do a podcast. I entertained the thought of doing a "parenting with depression" spin on it. My husband says he'll help me and I'm thinking, help me like he said he would with the weight loss? He loves to throw ideas at me and then run away to watch it explode. I don't really understand that-I think it's because then he can say "Don't say I never tried to help you" when actually he didn't do anything but throw me a bone and leave me to play with it by myself.
