Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
The whole song speaks to me, but that's the jist of it. I keep hoping someday I'll be respected, understood, looked up to. It just seems like I'm worlds away from anyone else I know. Sure, I know people who are married, with kids, who go to the same church as me, or have a child the same age, or they live in the same area. But that seems to be where the similarities end. I'd rather talk about music, or movies, but the people I know want to talk about news stories, politics, vegetarianism, things that make them feel like they're a part of something bigger, I guess. Me, I'm happy inside my own head most of the time.