I thought my little heart was going to explode

Went to the gym again for more fitness tests.  I'm seriously out of shape.  I'm confident that I can do it this time though, since I have personal training once a week and he's going to take my measurements every couple weeks so I will hopefully stay motivated when I see those numbers going down.  I think it's going to be so hot if I actually slim down this time.  I have an appt. on Wed. and he wants me to burn 200 cal. in 20 minutes, which is twice as much as I usually do in 30 minutes, so this should be interesting.

I'm actually really hoping that my cousin asks me to be in her wedding in 2012 so I'm taking some preemptive steps to slim down before then.  Even if she doesn't ask me to be in it, I still want to look good as one of the guests.  I haven't worn a cute dress in years because I hate how I look.

I'm home alone--husband got called into work and my son is with my inlaws until later tonight.  I'm supposed to be cleaning...bahahahaha.
But really, I have to get on it at some point.  Later.

I saw that The Innocents was on so I looked for future showings and set one to record.  I'm excited!