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Writer's Block: Redo
Aug. 30th, 2010 06:27 pm[Error: unknown template qotd]
Ooooo...a LOT.
First of all, I wouldn't have gotten married when I did, or to whom I married. I know, big regret right?
Second...I love my son and goodness forgive me for saying this but I would not have had children. Knowing what I know now...I am just not cut out for it. He's awesome and smart and cute and funny but I just don't have the patience for the hard times.
I would have been a lot more adventurous when I could have, such as in college. Speaking of college I probably wouldn't have gone when I did. I had no idea what I really wanted to do with myself and I ended up wasting a year and a half at a college that pretty much scarred me for life. Not even kidding. Ask me about my crazy room mates if you want some long, colorful stories. And no, I'm not being loose with my wording when I say crazy. I mean legit crazy.
Basically I feel like the last 12 or so years of my life have been one mistake after another. I've made such huge decisions that I feel like I have to live with it, now. But I could have been happier, I think, if I had realized more about myself early on, instead of just dicking around thinking I had forever to figure things out. I deal with it...but sometimes I really, really hope there's an afterlife in which I can live my life the way I wish I could now.
Ooooo...a LOT.
First of all, I wouldn't have gotten married when I did, or to whom I married. I know, big regret right?
Second...I love my son and goodness forgive me for saying this but I would not have had children. Knowing what I know now...I am just not cut out for it. He's awesome and smart and cute and funny but I just don't have the patience for the hard times.
I would have been a lot more adventurous when I could have, such as in college. Speaking of college I probably wouldn't have gone when I did. I had no idea what I really wanted to do with myself and I ended up wasting a year and a half at a college that pretty much scarred me for life. Not even kidding. Ask me about my crazy room mates if you want some long, colorful stories. And no, I'm not being loose with my wording when I say crazy. I mean legit crazy.
Basically I feel like the last 12 or so years of my life have been one mistake after another. I've made such huge decisions that I feel like I have to live with it, now. But I could have been happier, I think, if I had realized more about myself early on, instead of just dicking around thinking I had forever to figure things out. I deal with it...but sometimes I really, really hope there's an afterlife in which I can live my life the way I wish I could now.
