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Well, everyone else was doing it...
Nov. 6th, 2012 02:10 pmSo I wrote an enormous rant on the election and human rights and then I figured who cares? It's not like anyone who disagrees with me hasn't heard my arguments before, and those who agree with me don't need to hear it. Preaching to the choir and all that.
I still don't understand how some people live with themselves, but that's not my problem. Just like it's not other people's problem to worry about how other people are living their lives.
That's all I'll say about that.
So, I'm kinda blah lately. I officially quit my job yesterday and I felt a little sad. Not sad that I'm leaving but sad that I can't be useful there anymore. Sad that I honestly don't want to work anyway and upset at myself for being relieved about not having to worry about it anymore. Mad at myself for therefore putting more pressure on my husband who doesn't exactly enjoy his job either. Mad at myself for throwing away a job when it's so hard these days to get a job at all. Hoping that the person who took my place needs the money more than I do.
The cookbook may have to wait until January. I think I already mentioned that. I at least wish I had something to do for that, but nobody is even sending in recipes. Nobody's going to until the promise of some NKOTB involvement comes through. So for 2 months I do nothing? I need something to put my time into.
I still don't understand how some people live with themselves, but that's not my problem. Just like it's not other people's problem to worry about how other people are living their lives.
That's all I'll say about that.
So, I'm kinda blah lately. I officially quit my job yesterday and I felt a little sad. Not sad that I'm leaving but sad that I can't be useful there anymore. Sad that I honestly don't want to work anyway and upset at myself for being relieved about not having to worry about it anymore. Mad at myself for therefore putting more pressure on my husband who doesn't exactly enjoy his job either. Mad at myself for throwing away a job when it's so hard these days to get a job at all. Hoping that the person who took my place needs the money more than I do.
The cookbook may have to wait until January. I think I already mentioned that. I at least wish I had something to do for that, but nobody is even sending in recipes. Nobody's going to until the promise of some NKOTB involvement comes through. So for 2 months I do nothing? I need something to put my time into.
