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becomingkate Once in a while I like to update my bio. I'm currently in my mid-30's, I have a son who just started 1st grade today and I'm married. I have a love/hate relationship with my husband and son. Most of the time, I just feel like family life doesn't suit me. Alas, I met my husband when I was still in college, still trying to figure out what I was and who I wanted (edit: strike that, reverse it. I honestly didn't mean to type it backwards like that lol). Things moved fast and soon I felt like I had no good reason to back out. Awesome, huh? I stayed because I had no good reason not to. We got married and had a kid and here I am.
I am a stay at home mom, I like to cook and I am a computer junkie. I'd be a TV junkie if I had more that I like to watch.
I have some mental issues, mainly depression, which makes living the same monotonous day over and over again a bit stifling. A bit like "it'll always be like this". I don't have any great hobbies or "real life" friends to break up the boredom.
Summer was tough. My son is the most stubborn person I've ever seen. I've pushed myself and him to the limit a lot just in an attempt to get a reaction out of him (preferably a reaction that isn't "no"). I'm not proud of how I manage him or my anger sometimes. I always strive to be better in this.
My major guilty pleasure is New Kids on the Block. Please don't draw me into some demographic that can only like boy bands and runs around screaming and holding giant signs. I have been to a fair number of nkotb events since they reunited in 2008. I've had a lot of great moments and I try not to go fangirling too much on this blog but sometimes I can't help it. And I'm not sorry. But overall I'm a pretty sane fan (seriously, I've seen what goes on at twitter).
I have spina bifida, so once in a while I might refer to that. I have a decent relationship with my parents and going to school didn't scar me for life. I do try to warn for certain triggers such as sex or certain hot topics but other than spewing some anger about parenting or marriage I don't really touch upon a lot of triggery stuff. I do try to write while keeping in mind that people are reading so I don't write a lot of cryptic stuff and I'm pretty straightforward. Thanks for reading :)
I am a stay at home mom, I like to cook and I am a computer junkie. I'd be a TV junkie if I had more that I like to watch.
I have some mental issues, mainly depression, which makes living the same monotonous day over and over again a bit stifling. A bit like "it'll always be like this". I don't have any great hobbies or "real life" friends to break up the boredom.
Summer was tough. My son is the most stubborn person I've ever seen. I've pushed myself and him to the limit a lot just in an attempt to get a reaction out of him (preferably a reaction that isn't "no"). I'm not proud of how I manage him or my anger sometimes. I always strive to be better in this.
My major guilty pleasure is New Kids on the Block. Please don't draw me into some demographic that can only like boy bands and runs around screaming and holding giant signs. I have been to a fair number of nkotb events since they reunited in 2008. I've had a lot of great moments and I try not to go fangirling too much on this blog but sometimes I can't help it. And I'm not sorry. But overall I'm a pretty sane fan (seriously, I've seen what goes on at twitter).
I have spina bifida, so once in a while I might refer to that. I have a decent relationship with my parents and going to school didn't scar me for life. I do try to warn for certain triggers such as sex or certain hot topics but other than spewing some anger about parenting or marriage I don't really touch upon a lot of triggery stuff. I do try to write while keeping in mind that people are reading so I don't write a lot of cryptic stuff and I'm pretty straightforward. Thanks for reading :)
