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Jan. 9th, 2014 02:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
becomingkateSo, we finished Breaking Bad on NYE. It was good! I was satisfied with the end, and I expected to cry-I even got a tissue in anticipation when we got up for a snack midway through. But I didn't cry.
Earlier on in our Breaking Bad watching days, I had a dream about Aaron Paul, who plays Jesse. Now he's not the kindest character in BB, obviously. He does some terrible things but he has a soft spot for children and really seems to love the girl he ends up with around the second half of the series up until the end, and I mainly felt like he wasn't cut out for the shit he was made to do. Jesse gets away in the end and you can only hope that he is going far, far away from where this roller coaster has taken him.
Anyway, a while back I had a dream that Jesse (or Aaron, as I was never sure if he was out of character or not) and I kissed. We were sitting in a car, IIRC and talking and I could literally feel our closeness, our connection. I guess it was symbolic of the closeness I crave in real life. Where you can just sit and not have to say much and still feel close. And when we kissed it's like that new boyfriend feeling where everything is awesome and you feel loved and you love him and you don't know anything shitty about each other yet.
You know how a dream can change your feelings about someone? I never even had a crush on the guy before that. I never even noticed that his eyes are bright blue. I guess I've been spoiled by these suckers for too many years.
Careful, even if you look at the picture too closely, the eyes will hypnotize you.
*cough* Oh, hi! Sorry about that. But ever since that dream, I've been Team Jesse and when I heard that he gets away in the end I was so happy. Kind of sad that I knew it beforehand, but still it was awesome.
Earlier on in our Breaking Bad watching days, I had a dream about Aaron Paul, who plays Jesse. Now he's not the kindest character in BB, obviously. He does some terrible things but he has a soft spot for children and really seems to love the girl he ends up with around the second half of the series up until the end, and I mainly felt like he wasn't cut out for the shit he was made to do. Jesse gets away in the end and you can only hope that he is going far, far away from where this roller coaster has taken him.
Anyway, a while back I had a dream that Jesse (or Aaron, as I was never sure if he was out of character or not) and I kissed. We were sitting in a car, IIRC and talking and I could literally feel our closeness, our connection. I guess it was symbolic of the closeness I crave in real life. Where you can just sit and not have to say much and still feel close. And when we kissed it's like that new boyfriend feeling where everything is awesome and you feel loved and you love him and you don't know anything shitty about each other yet.
You know how a dream can change your feelings about someone? I never even had a crush on the guy before that. I never even noticed that his eyes are bright blue. I guess I've been spoiled by these suckers for too many years.
Careful, even if you look at the picture too closely, the eyes will hypnotize you.
*cough* Oh, hi! Sorry about that. But ever since that dream, I've been Team Jesse and when I heard that he gets away in the end I was so happy. Kind of sad that I knew it beforehand, but still it was awesome.
